Here we are again. Monday. No one's favorite day to work except me. Except, for some reason, I'm just not feeling it today. I have 3 papers to write and 2 midterms to prepare for, all to be completed by next Monday. Usually the high volume of work couple with preparation for night class keep me motivate on Mondays. I've written about super powers, hyper focus... today they have eluded me.
Today I am the Procrastinator. Destroyer of deadlines. Distractor of the mind. I have unleashed the beast that is ... what was I saying?
I can't focus on anything. I'm having a hard time with just "Thank you for calling *_____ my name is Andrew, How can I help you today?"
The office is out of coffee. I'm pretty sure that has something to do with it.
I overloaded on Sugar this weekend, so that might be contributing too.
Or maybe, just maybe, I'm so nervous about the upcoming deadlines, that it's the deadlines themselves, with the associated anxiety, that are leeching the thoughts from my mind as they occur...
Whatever the case, I'll figure it out later.
my experience growing up with AD(H)D. The hype of diagnosis, the battle to decide for or against meds, and of course the random ranting and raving that comes to mind here and there
It sucks getting 'stuck'....it can be overwhelming and one procrastinate..and then get more anxious→more procrastination→???? And it doesn't help that its something thats not stimulating. its that step to START... take heart as it will work out;-)
ReplyDeleteLuckily it ended up being more of a delayed reaction to this morning's coffee. Eventually I got in the groove and started being uber productive, as is the norm for me on Mondays. I was pretty worried there for a bit!
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